Thursday, January 8, 2009

Hey everyone,

Yesterday, Sarah and I were having lunch and I overheard a conversation from a table nearby. A man was telling his co-worker to be more "proactive" in his business endeavors. The word "proactive" stuck out to me but I didn't think much of it at the time. Later that evening, I felt compelled to pick up a book I've been reading called "Chasing Daylight" by Erwin McManus. The very place I opened to read said this:
"There is a direct relationship between passion and initiative. The more passionate you are, the more proactive you will tend to be." I knew the Lord was saying something important to me about being more proactive with the opportunities He is bringing.
An honest confession is that during that same lunch hour, I received a word for a lady in the restaurant but wasn't proactive to give it away. There are so many divine opportunities all around, waiting for us to engage them. My prayer is that the Lord would embolden us with such a passionate confidence that we step out with even greater faith as these days unfold.
I also want to encourage us that as we fast and as the disciplines grow in intensity this week, for us to anticipate the Lord's Presence to increase among us with new intensity as well. Ken Helser used to tell me, "The key to discipline is desire." May the Lord fan our desires for Him into such a burning flame, we don't even notice anything else (such as hunger or sleepiness) from under the shadow of his Great abiding Presence.
Rick Joyner says that often the manner in which an endeavor begins, will reflect the quality of how it will proceed. We have begun this year from an amazing place together and I am excited to see where the Lord takes us from here.

Stephen

4 comments:

  1. That is an awesome word Stephen. I was standing out on the patio at 6:30 this morning looking at the sky, I only saw two stars. As I waited on the Lord I started seeing more and more stars. I felt the Lord say "When you wait on me and seek me there will be more and more revelation." A simple word but powerful. Just like the stars in the heavens there's no end to what the Father wants to reveal to His children.

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  2. As we did communion this evening in the middle of this fast, I placed the bread on my tongue and wanted to savor it, enjoy it, delay it's departure, and hold it for the next 24 hours. I heard the HOLY SPIRIT say that the bread should be like GOD's word. We should want to savor it, enjoy it, and never want to leave it, or it leave us. It reminded me of Matt. 4:4 "man does not live on bread alone , but by EVERY WORD that comes from the mouth of GOD.

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  3. That's a great word Stephen.

    Yesterday, when we were suppose to hear something encouraging for a friend I had the desire to get somethng for my neighbor. My "f"- is-his-everyother-word neighbor. So I asked and God gave me something for him. Last night he was on our joined porch and I felt strongly to give it to him then. But I didn't. I was scared. I thought he would push it and God away.
    Last night I dreamed a Father figure in my life came to me. He hugged me and held me in my dream. Then he said, "you sinned". I cried and said "I know I was scared I just couldn't do it.." I know he was talking about the word for my neighbor.

    So tonight, just now, I heard the guy on the porch again. I was so scared. I went to the door started to open it and closed it back and paced my apartment (sorry - just being real and hope this helps anyone who gets scared like me).
    Then he went up to his apartment. I thought I missed it again. I kept telling the Lord over and over "I'm so sorry I'm so sorry... I'm sorry that I'm scared." I knew He wanted me to give the guy this word, but I just couldn't go knock on his door. Ithought if he came back out I would give it to him, but felt bad so I didn't want to ask God for that.
    Then he came out again to take out the trash and suddenly I just ran out there, praying inwardly "your words only Holy Spirit please!" My fear was that this would turn him away from the Lord.
    I gave him the word. I said "you may not believe in God but.." He interrupted me and had tears in his eyes.. "I do" he said. "I believe in God." He hugged me and thanked me. He said "you have a personal relationship don't you" I said 'yea' He said that he did too - I had NO IDEA!! I don't know how real it is, but I can tell this did not push him away, but brought him closer to Pappa - that was the point.

    I came back inside and started shaking and crying - something powerful was released. God is so gracious to have provided a third chance for me. Thank You God for touching my neighbor and thank You for Your grace toward me.

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  4. You are a wellspring of life, Faith. Thank you for being so real and honest with your experience. How I can indentify with it. What hope it gives to be reminded that we truly do not know how well the words we give may be received. Thank you.

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